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Posted on November 29, 2009 @ 3:35 am
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Just like that, we're all gonna move on with life.
And this year, i've got the sweetest memories. Nothing to hold on to, but at least it was within reach before.
Too hard to say goodbye.
& i know...
I'll miss you guys.
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Posted on November 25, 2009 @ 8:45 pm
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Its gonna be december already. Hell no!
Goodbye's always the hardest thing to say, and i'd said it so many times this year=( Sometimes i remind myself its all part and parcel of life but i know im not gonna stop feeling sad just cos its life. Damn.
I'll miss..
The singapore friends i'd met here. Even though we dont hang out as much now, i know its never gonna be the same for us once exchange ends.
Pin who's gonna go back to Aussie and i'd probably not see him around anymore=( No one's gonna bring me around for good food and no one's gonna binge like us anymore>.<
Danso peeps. I'll miss their enthusiasm, i can totally see the difference between freshmen and stale ppl like me, boo. Even though there's still a language barrier but i'll miss peeps like angela who totally doesnt feel like a law student=p Michelle, Tom and Jocelyn who're so nice and on about everything. Ah sze whom many back in sg(who stalks my fb) thinks he's cute. Big ass who is always busy with his gf so i hardly see him around lately. Byron and John who're going back to the states and im hoping i'll get to visit them soon=D
Kim from Holland who's so pretty and fun to hang out with=D
And eyecandiessssss. haha
Boo Dang this is so not good.
Everytime the Danso people asks when am i gonna leave, i feel so sad that everything's gonna be gone in a flash.
It felt like yesterday that i'd came.
And i know,
Im gonna miss this place.
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Posted on November 13, 2009 @ 7:08 pm
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Things over this few weeks made me start to think more. From going to club just to watch dance performance in SIngapore to clubbing occasionally in US, to clubbing weekly til the morning in HK. I did ask myself, why? Fact is i know why, but i know other than that fact there're other reasons behind it. One thing is, i have been away from Singapore for too long. Sometimes, I miss that place you know, even though laws are strict as hell, it kind of kept me tame and stopped me from misbehaving. Sometimes u need them to keep yourself in check. Because right now, weekly LKF is taking its toll on me.
Not that i dont enjoy it anymore. I know i'll miss us getting high and dry, i know i'll miss the feeling of thinking that everything's gonna be fine, but the feeling of the aftermath makes me sick. Then again i dont want to go back to sg so soon too. I am having fun, but the fact that i shouldnt be doing all these makes me feel guilty at times. Which is why i felt so bad when the others felt it too. I dnt like it when my friends feel so bad and yet i know there's nth i can do to help=(
What is the point?
Byron says i gotta go with the right mentality, to have some fun, to get high and to dance the night away. So many times i tried to think that way but it doesnt come that easy. I know its meaningless, but sometimes you still do it. Yknw how alcohol makes you smile for no reason? That feeling has just the opposite effect when the alc effect wears off. You'll feel worse than ever. I hate feeling the emptiness when the music stops, when you go back to your room and realise everything's gonna resume back to how it was.
I know i'll really miss my time here. For the sgporean friends we'll meet again back in sg. But it'll be different already. I know it, and i hate the fact that everything's gonna be over in 2 months time.
So many wasted nights, so many times i question myself why. But i still do it and when everytime i felt like it was gonna be a good night, i end up feeling worse than ever. Then i start questioning again, why?
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Posted on October 24, 2009 @ 2:31 am
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Jas pasted me this on msn, i thought abit about it and im still thinking
To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving; it only means that you allow that person to find his/her own happiness without expecting him/her to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.
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Posted on October 23, 2009 @ 1:14 am
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I have no idea where will all this bring me to.
I wish i knew. And it's at this kind of time i feel like i suck so bad.
& I hate it when i feel this way. No one likes a grumpy girllllll. Boo
I need chocolate therapy=(
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